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The First Period Work List
Seems I have lost a language
I couldn’t walk in the crowd
and I couldn’t lift my head
to read your eyes
seems it is an unhealable wound
tears falling out of the fingers of mine
in a moment of
as a rushing river
or as a shot by an invisible gun
like an arm like broken wings
its up, and down
Seems it is not a loss of an expression
but something unknown
unknown of alienation
burnt out of inside dark
there, or not there
a candle dwindling in its expiring
with pale with no hope
with flaws with forever incurable
with darkness and without salvation Will I forever be expelled out of your world like Israelites
and there is no word to spell its own genuineness
我似乎失去了一种语言
以至于不能在人群里行走
不能抬头
与你对视
似乎有一种不可治愈的创伤
让眼泪从手指中落下
在某个时刻
瞬时奔流的感伤
仿佛被击中
踉踉跄跄
有如臂膀在断裂
而失去的似乎并不是一种表达
一种浑然不知的
陌生
在内心燃生
仿佛有 仿佛又没有
玄然飘动如烛
又如有一种死色
一种 缺陷与瑕疵
能够将一切捣毁无余
我被分隔于那个界外吗
而没有一种语言能表达冷漠